The Baby Blues

I want a baby and so does my husband.  A simple solution to this biological want is to try to have one, so we’re trying.  This is our first month of trying and frankly I’m freaking out right now.  I’m in the 2ww (two week wait) time after my period and before it.  Fun.  So here I sit analyzing every bodily twinge, ache and cramp.  Don’t even get me started on bodily fluids.  Pregnant?  Maybe.  Took a test yesterday and it was negative.  BFN in pregnancy lingo.  There are actually websites dedicated to this 2ww period of time.  This is where women in my situation can chart their symptoms and analyze their bodies to the extreme.  I haven’t gotten to the point of posting on the 2ww website, but I’m getting close.  These last few days have been a roller coaster of emotions, and you as my reader probably don’t want to hear about it.  I hope these crazy emotions are related to pregnancy hormones and not PMS.

~ by karenferguson on September 7, 2007.